:) being Healthy Being Me

only 6 days since i follow my Schedule and i loss a whopping 5kilograms, :) im not a fussy about my weight but my bmi has already tells that im a little obese :)

Just Stop eating Rice and stop eating after 8pm

thats All,

i didnt even exercise but it depends on one's metabolism, im easy up easy down in term or weight,

even My NADNOD dengki, hehehe

I am not a Diploma Holder, im just a SPM's

im Officially missed my Convocation last week, thanks to that gentleman that borrow my PTPTN money from the past 3 years to-do-i-dont-know-what and still in today havent pay

only 3500.... the selfishness is cost me to become a mere spm holder,

U got 30000 from Maklong, u cant even spare my 3500 for my diploma. ill remember this forever,

U said to me to save money but u taking 1000 from me every month and expect me to survive on whats left

u stripped my car from me, said tat u want to use the roadtax money to pay for your credit card but in the end u sold the car

thanks dad, u destroy my dream, u destroy my life, u destroy me, u are the worst dad ever :)

Dear Mira :)

She asked me, :) if u come back, would i leave her for u? i think u knew the answer, :) still a No,

Since u have been gone i filled with regrets, so i discover that i love u, its true, but its only fills with guiltiness and my regrets, even if u come back we can never be together because if our bonds is true, i will feel it even if ur still here today but no, its only after u have been gone, im only missing u

as for her, this is ever the first time i feel like this, and this is it, its with her, not u, her, even when she still with someone, i feel it, i love her, so i waited, and i have my time, and to you i promise, ill never let her go, im sure, nobody can take care and love her more than i do, im confident of that, and if someone to steal her away, i wont get back without a fight but the decision is always at her hand, i wont stop her from her happiness, but my injury will be severe, hahaha

i think Allah loves u more so u are taken away, :) someday we will meet again and i will bring her to you and you two can be sisters

i do love you , but i love her more now,

and you, Nadnod, think u will get away? no way, I got u, :)

Dear Ma

Its been a while since we see each other, talk to each other

but lets make things clear, I LOVE U, i have my reasons of doing things, i never once wants to leave u, but the circumstances makes me do it, lets not ignored the fact that everything he does just the same as chasing me out,

i dont want to get home and hold my anger right at the tip of my finger, i afraid i might drop it, i have nothing left, everything he said he wants to give me has been taken back, yes, that makes me to start at square one,

our family, all of them, is extremely unreliable, they are all selfish, i was homeless and penniless for a solid 4 months and none of them ever say even ask anything, they all selfish

tomorrow is Aildiladha, lets just meet in our dream Ma, :)

im ur son, u know what i am, im nothing like him,

I Love u Ma

Anugerah

I lose it once, :)

but still i got second chance,

ill treasure it, make sure ill attend to it

give live to it, give attention to it

thanks to you for making my dreams reality

never thought that my own selfish desire was answered

as a sense of gratefulness, ill take care of it

and it feels so real

Nice Appeareance Dinamic Never Ordinary Daisy --- > MyFlower

Dah aku agak

Memang dr awal dah aku agak. mmg takde gune pon sume tu, mcm2 ckp nak sedapkan hati org tp kalau sendiri taknak berubah mmg ape pon tak boleh, kalau itu je yang penting then amik la, puaskan hati, sedangkan satu persatu nak kene tarik pon tak sedar2 jugak, let go la ape yg tak mampu, buat ape zalimi diri, masalahnye bukan zalimi diri tp siap ngan bini anak terlibat sekali, thaniah kerana berjaya jadi org yg paling selfish sekali dlm dunia ni dan hidup yg sentiasa diselubungi kegagalan, kalau dulu mmg akan menurut je tapi sorry, 22 tahun akan datang ni turn dorg pulak, so if panjang umur then ill see u again when ur 66 , whatever u did since im small till now is all wrong and realize that im nothing like u, Dictator!

i dont know what to write

i loss my pen