Friday, September 30, 2011

Everything, For u Syg :D

yesterday, September 30,

bila b dpt je email yg b ditawarkan kerja kat jobstreet tu, tgk hari jumaat interview, pertama yg terlintas kat fikiran b, Nadnod jumaat takde kelas, mintak die teman lah

b pun mcm biasa la kiaskan awk, tye balik bile lah, free ke tak lah, smpikan awk pun da tahu mesti ade pape, ye lah, da kenal b kan? roger awk, trus awk dtg, b usik awk mcm biasa, awk melenting pukul, cubit, tumbuk, tampar b mcm biasa, tu pun b da biasa da, jadi b bgtau awk pasal interview tu,

Kenapa b nak pergi?

1. kerja isnin-jumaat ada WORKING HOURS
= kerja b skang, selalu out station, balik tgh malam, bz smpi takleh text, jadi b kene cri kerja yg b boleh luangkan mse sket lebih dgn awk, b nak awk selalu dkat

2.of course la untuk plan b dgn awk pasal offer ni gaji lg mahal kan?


tetiba awk text awk ade kelas hari jumaat, :( hancur segala rancangan b, mcmmane b nak interview, energy pill b tertinggal, b rse nak nangis tp b ene wat lek, kang awk beli MC, dont be notty

redha je lah, jadi sebagai ganti, awk kene belikan b seluar, kasut , baju untuk interview tu, dan kita habiskan mse sme2, :)

pagi jumaat, tetiba awk text, B, kelas sy cancel

seriously, i hugged makcik cleaner tesco tue sebab that time b tgh jalan kat parking tesco, b punye happy sume org b tegur n jugak geng2 pakcik Jing pun b tegur, b tggu awk dtg,

kat dlm bas, dlm tren, tgh jalan, awk sebuk duk betulkan bju b, like a wife already, b pun keras je biarkan, :)

bila sampai je kat Prescott tu, kita kene pisah, b kene jawab Exam....

EXAMM???? WTHHHH????

tp kepala b tertinggal kat awk, b jwb cincai je exam tu n b sgt rse b akan fail, n b da redha dah, at least dtg try

b isi borang keje, reference b isi nme awk... n no tepon awk.. b da hafal,, hahahaha

bile name b dipanggil, dlm hati.. mampuih, fail, tp tak,

Lulus pule =_=

sume pasal syg.. syg bce mantera ape kat luar? ke syg rasuah rebecca tu? ugut perhaps?

hehe, after the interview kita makan, awk berjaya suap cili kat mulut b =_= i hate u

n b puas hati, sebab dpt tgk awk senyum happy ngan b, :)

lets do that again!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Positifkan Diri

Energy Class 101 - Positif Menarik Positif, Negatif Menarik Negatif


apabila bangun pagi, bukak je mata dah hati penuh dengan marah, hasad dengki, tak puas hati cuba teka mcm mana hari tu nak indah

kunci mudah je, tapi nak buat agak susah


hari2 dok dengar positive thinking, tapi paham ke maksud positive thinking? Positive thinking ni kalau ikut buku maksudnya ialah cara berfikir yang semua boleh tapi time ni la negatif dtg mencelah, semua tak boleh, apa pun tak boleh, tapi tahukah korg bahawa positive negative thinking ni ada lg satu component iaitu

Realistic Thinking



katakanlah situasi yang mana korang dipilih untuk wakil sekolah dalam acara sukan ataupun dapat melanjutkan pelajaran ketingkat tinggi, perkara ni akan bermain kat fikiran korang, tapi ramai org tak nampak yg kat tengah2 tu, hanya fikir positive negatif je, adakah aku akan Berjaya? jawapan yg ada hanya Ya atau Tidak tapi tak ramai org yg kata Mungkin dan mecuba sedaya upaya dulu

Tapi konsep mudah :) kongsi sket module Positive Thinking and Stress Management ciptaan Mohamad Ridzhuan Rozaidy ni


Segalanya start kat pemikiran kita, haha, apa yang kita fikir, itu yang kita rasa, itu yang kita buat, jadi step 1, Apa yang kita fikirkan, formulanya mudah


Apa yang kita fikir, apa yang kita buat, apayang kita rasa tapi bende mat salleh buat ni agak tak tepat sket

pada aku

What u THINK u FEEL, Thats what u ACT

kita fikir negatif, kita rasa negatif, kita lakukan perkara negatif

:) tak pegi sekolah/kerja demam konon

padahal, kita fikir demam,kita rasa demam, kita demam

jadi agak pelik jugak org macam aku, dari umur 16 tak demam, main ujan kene panas jugak,


bukan susah nak jadi seorang yg fokus dan positif, dan berbalik pada tajuk diatas, org positif energy die sgt tinggi sehingga apa yg disentuh turut merasai, apa yg die buat semua menjadi, dan die sgt terpimpin dan positif

tapi kalau dr awal berfikiran negatif, semua tak leh, padahal tak cuba lagi

korang semua cuma seorang pengalah dan pengecut je dan jgn terkejut kalau dalam masa yg lama korang tak capai apa2 lam hidup korang

dah, takyah renung2 lagi, BUAT






what i hope but not what i hope the most

yesterday we see each other again, im so damn sleepy and tired n i know when i see u it will all go away, for just being with u i can be me, im everything i told u i am, im not some cikgu or trainer which i pretend to be for work, im a kid that u need to hold my hand and just let me cried out loud singing for u at the bus stop

the makcik was looking coz she dengki

and i see how u cant let me go easily

on friday i want u to be with me on my life changing steps, so i treasure the moment of triumph with u, one i love, even if i fail, i know u will be there for me but nahh... u have to go to your class, because i told u to, ill be challenging these things alone myself , like always

sorry i lost my temper coz of ur handfon loss story

sorry i sing loud that u got embarrased

i love u

Monday, September 19, 2011

Value of myself

it gets busier and busier everyday but please wake up, what is the scope of work,

if it requires an extra hours means More pays
if it requires an extra effort means more pays
if it requires commitment over weekend means more pays
if it requires to do a job that is outside the scope means more pays
if it requires to do more than one job at the same time means more pays
if it requires maturity through organisation means more pays
if it requires to leave social life just to focus on work means more pays
if it requires to take spare time to family to do a work instead means more pays
if it requires to have transport to go and closes sale means more pays
if it requires to show up everytime when called means more pays

i done that all for my company


i have ten reasons to get a raise, why am i loitering around here with such a pathetic pays since my work is a four hours average man works, i should get four pays which resulted rm6000 a month

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Dear You :) Let Me Tell You Something

u are full of suprises , that makes me happy
u are so cute , u make me love u
u cared to much about me , u make me wanna pinch ur cheek
u scares me sometimes , ur in fact a monster
ur voice soothes me , but u chose to be quite most of the time
u make me feel not alone , but ur sleeping when im awake and vice versa
u sleep funny , yet always so beautiful
u so naughty , in my eyes u are 3 years old trapped in 15 years old body = ur real age is 20 btw
u make me love u , n i never wonder why






Friday, September 16, 2011

You, Leave my Friend Alone

when i step into the house i knew u were there and u was there, i know ur presence yes coz these 5 years u are always with me,

Leave him alone, he's not part of this, i abandon u coz u are 1 good for nothing, u teach me rage, u teach me power but u take mercy and love from me, thats why i decided to go

theres no way my fren will know my full real name but u make him said the name and he's giving me the look, yeah i know, it was u who are looking straight into my eyes

ill do a 1001 things just to get u away from him, you feel it right?

just wait, this time ill make sure ill get rid of u, once and for all

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Look at my Ancestorship, We are All persistent!

when all hope seems lost, i saw a tiny bit of light and i will grab onto it even if its kill me

negative energy in Ona, yes , its from Him, i saw it, saw through His act,
call me stubborn for being persistent, and call me a fool for sustaining the damage His done

as u said it Master, suggestion, what u suggest it not always what i must follow, ill prove it to you

Family? i got another half of my family, :) yes and i know, they can be counted on, unlike what he sais that those Angels are good for nothing.

i still got more than 24 hours, ill still fight for it

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

When this all going to end?

Musibah masih belum tamat, keputusan keluar dr rumah hanya membawa sikit je kebaikan and guess what, dr jauh n tak communicate langsung pun die still berjaya buat aku tension,

sebelum aku amik Ona, ktenye clean, hanya sambung bayar, tp skang cite dah lain, 2 bulan tertunggak? n last day of Roadtax period? oh come on la, aku nak tgk document haram nak bg aku,

mmg sume ni plan rupenye, agak byk dah duit dihabiskan, tapi masih belum nampak tanda kesusahan tu surut, betul kata hati aku, mmg tak guna