Just postpone it, if Im Alive, im still going to get it

i no need for a Car At this moment

there is something more important for me to do so ive just need to focus on priority, thats just how a man does decision, take note on PRIORITY, RISK and NEEDS coz one mistakes will make u suffer, and do believe, the Time Will Come

ROZAINY DIN taught me, every action we take must cater the

A - Awareness
C - Competency
T - Timely manner
I - Integrity and Honesty
O - Organize
N - Needs

in this case, its the CAR

Awareness
My Budget will surely burst and i cant support Ma and Even Myself
Moral- Help Myself before Help Others and Make Others Happy

Competency
My Competency of sustaining and maintaining the Car, in term of Spareparts, Petrols and even Insurance and Roadtax
Moral- dont take responsible if its too much to handle and dont overlook

Timely Manner
ill get it, in Time
Moral- Allah reward Patience with Wonders

Integrity
even me myself cant even think i can handle the cars, and im lying to take the risk to myself,
Moral - Integrity is all matters to a successful people, never hesitate

Organize
I just had my Own life, my career and my own House,im still in mess and need some plan
Moral - Fail to Plan is Plan to Fail

Needs
i just live 240 meter from the office, why need a car?
Moral - Riak is the poison and dont need extra burden

at this moment at least, i need no car,

thx

Loser ungrateful Maggots

U take everything from her and u said that shes recalling things?

how dare u said to her worthless?

ur nothing but an animal in disguise

i gave her the thing that u failed to give her for 23 damn year, a Bank Card

u talk big , full with promised but i always knew u were never good for nothing

u and ur things,

u never were a good liar, i can see through ur act

i was always an Orphan, at least u never were there when i needed u

u said to ur Funder that im the one who spent the most but u take everything and expect me to survive the whole month with only RM150, n u know? i did survive

my problems is always U now that ive abandon u ive got my life that ive missed for 22 years

i never once needed u, pathetic

im saving her from u Tyranny

dont ever show ur face before me again or ill charge u of attempted murder, lets see if u can bring all u things behind bars

After 11 Years

the first thing ive ever said to your face since we know each other is "Boleh tak bg B bwk kete ni?"

in the class i never spoke to you, wait, that was over 11 years ago :)

u used to sulk but did u know that it was u who always comfort me?

ur cute

u make me want to pursue my Degree

ur a good BestFriend and a L_ _ _R F_ _ IT

ur the first to start calling me Ridz again after 11 years im using the name Rico, :)

U are so Lovable

After 11 years , why didnt i said anything to you back on those day

heh! i was Right

U all just used me, when i got a car, u did call and invite me to go here and there, but now when i have no car u guys just have fun coz if u do invite i woudnt be any help to carry all ur stupid loser Ass!! i knew this would Happen, u call urself a friend? go to hell

when u in shortage i give u a penny but everytime i ask for a penny u turn me down n doesnt even return any of my penny! Bastard!

wat did i do wrong that u treated me like this ?? ive given u rm1000 amonth for almost 2 years and u chase me out of the house?? and u sold my CAR to settle ur debt?? why didnt u ask me?
why u insulted my career?? all my life who have say to u that im bad?? did i drink? did i smoke? did i spent my money on whore?? what DO YOU WANT OF MEEE???

im not ur damn tool!

Exhaustion

2-3 hari ni mmg aku sgt penat, aku keje stat dr kul 7 pagi and aku stop pukul 11 malam, sebab aku kene setel 6 kotak A4 punye data n nak key in Dlm Go-pro, walalupun aku da wat format excel yg mane da buat seminggu punye keje jd satu hari je, but still,

Repeatition movement tu yg buat aku cepat mengantuk, and badan aku penat, aku rase mmg ade 4 kampit beras kat kelopak mata aku and aku rse bhu aku keras semacam,

skang aku da diwarning oleh CEO untuk tak wat keje weekend, even die akan amik thumbdrive aku untuk wat keje,

semalam aku stay up smpi kul 3 just untuk key in data, man, this was so thrill, Aku tak sangka yg Allah Grant aku fikiran dan badan yang agak kuat, Alhamdulillah

air-cond that i hated so much, yeah, it blows right behind my neck,

Merempat itu best

skang aku tido kat ofis je, masuk hari ni dah 9 hari, and aku takde kereta lagi, aku hanya perlu jalan kaki untuk pegi makan je, CEO aku ckp yg die nak aku tido dlm bilik die pasal kat dlm tu ade tilam so aku pun setuju la,

setiap malam aku hanya akan pergi bersembang denagan Abg Tajul, die pun homeless, die wat keje kutip kotak n tin kosong je, tp die happy je walaupun tido dlm kotak, malam tai aku belanja die KFC die makan sambil menangis, happy sgt, da die nangis aku pun nangis jugak

Tajul dulu business man tp business die diseleweng oleh kwn baiknye sampai die muflis, die anak yatim piatu dan isteri die lari meninggalkan die tapi die tak penah lekang dr menyebut Kalimah2 Allah dan aku dapat rasa keredhaan dr dalam hati die

nak dibandingkan nasib die ngan nasib aku, aku da lebih dari bertuah , macammane dengan korang?

Amberstone yang sgt.....

Malam minggu aritu aku berada di Eaglenest, yes, resort tu adalah subsidiaries SCA jd aku kalu free leh la gi sne men2. and aku suke sgt kat situ ialah aku boleh mandi sungai sepuas2 hati aku, hehehe.

pagi sabtu bebudak PRS UNITEN datang untk camping. yess!! Awek2 U!! hehehe, datang2 je dorg da kene wat river trekking over 1 kilometer, aku lak sume org pakai tshirt Eaglenest itam to aku sorg je pakai putih, da macam P Ramlee dlm 3 abdul daa.tapi tak dinafikan yg tu wat aku stand out dan aku rse hensem

pastu dorg wat program sendiri, jd aku melangut n men obstacle je la smpi malam, da malam, dorg kene wat nightwalk n bebudak faci tu 2 org ajak aku teman dorg pegi survey jalan nightway menghala ke Amberstone, sebuah eco-resort yang terbengkalai, aku da goyang, i know that place, jgn men2,

tapi akhirnye aku pegi jugak, sarung jacket, hood kepala, then trus jalan menghala ke Amberstone, Bila gelap, mata tak nampak, telinga akan jd peka, jd aku tak dengar pape pun mlm tu pasal bru lepas ujan, sampai je kat bangunan tandas tu i swear i do saw something, jd aku berenti, bebudak dua org tu patah balik tye aku, pehal Rico? aku jwb takde pe lah, jalan2

then Amberstone ade org, maybe org tgh curi besi, then aku cue dorg, untuk patah balik, dlm perjalanan balik, takde problem,

kul 11.30 nightwalk dimulakan, kitorang guide uniten ke amberstone sekaligus, dan aku anchor kat belakang, masuk je gerbang keramat nak masuk hutan tuh, Abg sam tepuk Bahu aku, tye "sapa ni?" aku tak jawab tp pandang die balik, kali kedua die tye aku jawab tp aku wat suara garau aku jwb "Hassan" terus berubah muke Abg Sam, hahaha, pastu aku tak tahan aku gelak,, haha, kesudahannye aku ditendang oleh Abg sam.

direct dorg terus ke Amberstone, then nightwalk begins, setiap faci akan jaga checkpoint berbekalkan satu saja password, dimane peserta akan tye dan faci akan jawab,password die ialah Buah dan Chempedak, soalan dan jawapan, Abg Hady trus signal supaya faci amik port checkpoit kat jalan balik, dan die akan lepaskan 5 org at once to balik ke kem without torchlight lam hutan, bestkan?

yang tak bestnye aku kene jaga checkpoint 6, iaitu BAngunan Tandas tu, aku da goyang, haha, tp wat lek je la, Abg Sam bg aku walkie-talkie and aku jage kat situ sorang2.

Aku pakai Jaket yg ade hood, and aku tutup habis kepala, ye, aku menyeramkan kalu korg jumpe aku lam gelap ngan keadaan aku menyandar kat bgunan tu sambil tunduk ketanah

selama sejam 45 minit aku berdiri, duduk tggu dekat situ, tggu 11 group nak lalu ade beberapa peristiwa yg disturbing time interval(11-12minit) satu2 group tu lalu dpan aku,

>walkie-talkie aku berbunyi sendiri panggil name aku tp suara yg sgt aku tak kenal, yg pegang lg satu walkie talkie ialah student council uniten yg jaga gerbang, and die tak kenal name aku<

>lembaga berlari dr belakang tandas laju trun bukit menghala ke sungai<

>3 ekor kunang2 yg mengelilingi aku<

>hembusan dan bunyi nafas kat belakang aku time aku duduk kat entrance tandas<

>aku rse mcm ade lembaga atas kepala aku tp aku tak pandang atas<

>tetiba badan aku panas mcm nak bertumbuk ngan orang<

>aku nampak org kat bawah bukit usha aku, mata die bercahaya<

then aku da mule bosan, aku tggu je la smpi la abg hady balik sebab die yg terakhir sekali, sampai je kat camp, aku check walkie talkie aku.. hampagas.. channel lain dgn the other one maksudnya theres no way die yg paggil aku td,

hahaha. pengalaman mengajar

Hurt? Not a bit

hari ni doktor aku terkejut bila belahan yg die bagi 3 minggu lepas terbuka dan da stat nak heal pun, die ckp ngan aku, Mohamad Ridzhuan, stitches awk terbuka ni, awak stretch kuat sgt and die da terbukak,

Kat pangkor mmg aku ade rse yang jahitan belahan tu terbuka, but aku ok je, i got the cut in my chest a Y shape and a T shape on my back,

too much? yes i got a problem in my liver, so what

and yes i do go for treatment

ive been coughing and eating blood,

tp ni sume tuk mencuci dosa, i have faith in Allah

so i got another cut and stitches on the last one, overlapped,

and the doc says once more, go easy on urself,

SATRIA NEO CPS Will be Mine

I think this will be dazzling in Blue Colour

what i will never do!

takkan menumpang rumah orang for free or more than 1 day!
im Homeless now, i sleep in the street

borrow one's car more than 2 hours
i got no cars now

hating everyone else for this misfortune
i still loves Allah and my Ma

Forgive and Forget
three times of chance is most relevant

backing off from what i believe in!
im always right to what happen to you n to me

listen to ur praise and saying that ur proud of me
right, that never does happen

Stop Hating U, U Drove Me into This
u and ur planning

Accept loser in my family
u did become a loser, shame on u

accept that u playing with some other Woman
and ur using my monthly family contribution, go to seremban my ass

u and ur properties nd the fact that u chased me out
3 times already, because of money and property

be egoistical and wimp like u
im nothing like u although ur blood runs into me, in fact i didnt even had ur O type, mine was B, yea, i Lied

i never wants to see ur face again
ill beat u up if Ma calling me crying again and this time im serious

Kereta Baru?

I gave up on ARA n ONA

so im out to find a new girlfriend, open my wallet and i think i kinda can afford a
SAGA BLM or MYVI SE

I also kinda get my eyes on Satria GTI and Satria Neo

tp MYVI Baru yg edition 2011 tu pun cantik, ade full loan and installment die still boleh afford aku makan KFC hari2

tp tu sume kalu baru,

kalu aku nak cari kete second-hand?

Satria GTI member aku baru 15k,

Bukak wallet jap.. emm.. makan maggi la kot aku 3 bulan kalu bayar cash

Dekat Mudah.my pun ade iklankan kereta so masalah aku skang, aku rambang mata