Thursday, December 13, 2012

Selamat Ulang Tahun Syg~

Kek yg Harga Rm6.90 dgn Lilin Free

Selamat Harijadi Yang Ke 21 Sayang, 

i really cant express myself in Malay actually, i think the language lacks feels as i know it, im going to give this message in english,

First of all, Im really sorry for the way i behave for this past year, i think i have done a lot to hurt u than to love you, u once said to me, Apsal b kebelakangan ni Mengguris hati saya, yeah that makes me cry hard, i called another girl syg, it kills me inside when u cry, it doesnt matter if i mean it or not but the fact is it hurt u, i play YM recklessly like my old single times, also that makes u cry, it kills me too, i our state now, we cant hurt alone, theres must be the two of us and thats how deep our heart connected

Im sorry for everything this past one year, i know im a jerk i will improve, 

look at your frens getting married, look at my frens getting married, dont u try to run from me, ill come for u

i know having me as a BF is a burden sometimes, i set down some rules, u cant do that, u cant do this, i force u to control ur emotion, i get mad at ur nature as a girl, sometimes its just i so love you that i feel overprotecting towards you, i know im controlling your decision now but please bear with me, i dont want you to do the same mistakes i did, coz i doesnt care if u leave me someday but u will leave as a better person than the first time u walk into my heart, ill solidify your Attitude, career and your life, for you, not even for me

i know my words is harsh, always, im an emotional person thats a fact, i controlled it Hard, u Help me, :) n with my words i hurt u a lot

as i look at u i saw past through you, i saw how fragile u are, how weak u are, but thats not a bad thing, thats why u need a good and brave man to take care or u and im working hard for that spot,

no matter how hard life hit me, maybe u notice, only u alone can make me laugh honestly now, i have forsaken all the things i have, i pretended to for someone else, just to be with you as myself not some uptight rebelious motivator who earn 500 in 3 days , money cant buy you happiness, n i cry a lot when i broke u did pay for my food,

i live alone, i take care of myself, now i have no family, no friends, no home only a Car but my treasure that i care the most is you


the fact is i never once and never will regret  the first time i said I LOVE YOU infront of ur Face and Down to ur Heart, forever


  1. Assalamualaikum, selamat hari lahir nadnod! jahatnya rico kat nad selama ni ye. sila babap dia! hahaha sheila doakan kalian cepat kawin. and rico, please do not hurt her anymore!

    1. jgn campur rumahtangga kami.. kang aku campo rumah tangga ko aku geletek hadi pasal korg belum bg aku seorg budak yg akan panggil aku PapaRico