Sunday, November 28, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Mak
Dlm dunia ni ade seorang saje aku panggil Mak, bukan Ibu aku sebab aku pggil ibu aku Ma, org yang aku panggil Mak ialah Moyang aku, J
Seumur hidup aku, aku byk ikut Abah aku merantau, tp setiap kali balik kamung aku akan terus cari Mak dulu, sebab die nampak menanti2kan kepulangan kami,
Masa aku kecik2 dulu, aku mmg sgt menyayangi Mak sebab dia yg menjaga dan membesarkan 3 generasi, iaitu Nenek , Ma dan Aku&Sepupu2 ku, selalunye dia akan duduk dekat tangga rumah dimane kami sepupu2 sume bermain waktu kecik2 dulu, dan die pernah juga pimpin tgn kami semua waktu nak melintas jln yg bz gila just untuk gi beli ais krim je walaupun time tu die da tua,
Masa mak masih kuat, die tak pernah ketinggalan untuk pegi Mengaji dan Solat kat surau, dan aku juga penah mengaji ngan Mak, kalau tersalah baca tak penah kene marah, tp kalau baca 1 muka surat penuh die akan hadiahkan Coklat J
Mak juga byk menyimpan barang2 antik , barang permainan aku, mcm pelita, tepak sirih, sterika, dan mcm2 pakaian yg memang dr zaman penjajahan jepun lagi, Die ade jugak menyimpan Kimono. Rsenye askar jepun yg bg die sebab bende tu nampak exquisite gila!
Makin aku membesar, Mak semakin tua, dari die berjalan, sampai die tak larat lagi dan aku kalau pergi rumah die akan tido kat sebelah die, everytime, tapi semakin hari usia mengejar , die dah tak larat nak berjalan , Paklong buatkan bilik baru untuk die kat dapur sebab supaya senang die panggil sesape kalu ada ape ape, tp paling aku sedih ialah bila mata dia mula kabur dan die dh tak nampak dgn jelas lagi, tp bila pergi kat die just kenalkan diri die akan ingat, dan aku pernah duduk dekat die masa org melawat, even dah bertahun2 org tu tak dtg die still ingat dgn jelas, Way To Go Mak!
Raya tahun 2010, die mengadu padaku yg setiap malam ada ramai org mengelilingi die, bila die tanya, takde sape pun jawab, aku tersentak dgr die ckp macam tu sebab kami budak2 kampung tu selalu bergurau yg kalu nakal, org2 dr kubur akan ambil kitorg malam2 waktu kitorg tido,maklum la umah aku hanya 50meter je dr kubur , bile dengar die ckp mcm tu je aku kene belajar terus untuk redha sebab aku tahu, masa die dah nak sampai, mcm2 janji yg aku bg pada die tapi satu pun belum sempat kutunaikan, antaranya buat rumah untuk die kat atas tanah Dia yg die bahagi2kan pada keluarga kitorg, dan bahagian aku cukup untuk buat sebuah banglo, tapi aku hanya sempat buat rangka je, itupun dgn tangan, pada Hari Raya 2010, die ckp kat aku yg tahun ni die nak beraya ngan aku kat umah Tokma(umah Abah aku) tp Ma ckp kat aku kami tak boleh bawak die sebab umah Tokma dah penuh ngan adik beradik Abah aku,
Hari Raya Pertama waktu aku menziarah lagi, die sudah tak ingat sape kami semua, even Ma aku pun die dah tak kenal waktu Ma mandikan die, waktu tu aku mengelak dr Mak sebab aku akan menangis kalau tgk die, Ina ada bgtau aku yg die mengadu, die nak ikut aku balik tp aku tinggalkan die, L bila aku kenalkan diri pun die dah tak ingat aku tp die still tersengih, happy face, buat aku sebak gila, She still have that same beautiful smile,
Dan after beraya kami balik keSelangor, Ma bgtau yg lepas budak cuti sekolah iaitu lepas Raya Haji, die nak balik jaga Mak, and aku setuju nak antarkan Ma ngan adik2 balik,
Malam 14/11 , waktu aku tgh berjumpa ngan kwn aku yg Menyambut hari jadi kat NZ, Abah Aku call yg Mak dah tak sedarkan Diri lagi, aku terus mintak diri dr kwn2 aku, Antar Tila Balik dan trus drive balik Klang, Sampai je kat Umah kul 1 pg, Ma aku ade kat luar tgh mundar mandir tunggu aku balik, aku tgk keadaan, kalu nak balik skang agak bahaya sebab jalan akan sgt gelap dan berkabus sebab mlm tu mmg hujan, so aku ckp kat Ma, Ma, gi Tido dulu, esok kul 4 kita gerak,
Pagi Isnin, kul 4-5 kami bertolak tapi mmg mood balik kampong kami taksama dgn yg sebelum ni, dlm perjalanan dlm kul 2 , Kwn2ku telefon aku untuk bertanya khabar tp aku takleh jawab sebab aku drive n aku tgh blur,
Sampai je dkt rumah, aku terus pegi Kebilik Mak, die macam Tido tp die bernafas kuat sangat, aku sampai pukul 3 and ahli kelauraga pun masih ada yg belum sampai, aku bckan Yassin untuk die tp suara aku tersekat2 nd aku tak nampak kalimah sebab mata aku berair n kabur, da abis aku keluar gi ruang tamu duduk nagn sepupu2 semua sampai la Nurse tu panggil kitorg yg mana bila aku ngan Nor masuk trus dlm bilik Mak dgn Paklong, yg lain sume tggu kat lua, masa itu la aku tau, yg Mak dah takde,
Jam kul 6.45, Tok Ayah buat keputusan tuk kebumikan Mak pagi esoknya , so kami sekeluarga menuggu pagi esok untuk kebumikan jenazah, Majlis Tahlil bermula malamnya, Aku blur gila dan aku berharap yg Mak masih Ade, tp aku Redha je pasal ni sume Takdir Allah,
Pagi 16/11, Makcik tu uruskan Jenazah Mak dan setelah selesai, ahli keluarga dipanggil untuk cium Mak buat kali yg terakhir, time ni la kaki aku sgt berat, aku taknak sebab aku nak jumpa Mak lagi, tapi lepas Ma aku tye, taknak cium Mak? Time tu aku trus pergi n cium tgn, pipi dan dahi Mak, buat kali terakhir, Mak nampak Tenang
aku menunggu org2 dr Pondok untuk sembahyangkan Mak, tp kul 11 tak sampai2 lagi, janji kul 10! Aku jd marah and aku trus port kat dapo sampai aku terlelap, bila Abah Kejutkan aku, jenazah dah pun Diusung, setelah sampai dikubur, hujan tetba turun dan jenazah terpaksa diletakkan atas wakaf, tp ustaz tu kata kita buat cepat so lubang tak taking air, so kami terus kebumikan Mak walaupun hujan,
Bila dah ready, Bukak je pengusung dan Angkat Jenazah Mak, ujan berenti dan Matahari memancar, aku bersyukur sgt, dan bila turunkan Mak Masuk dlm Liang Lahad, aku sebak lagi, lepas selesai turunkan dan tutup Liang Lahad, Sharul ngan Afiq adik sepupu aku mula masukkan tanah dan time tu la paling sedih bg aku sebab aku nampak sedikit demi sedikit Mak terpisah dari kami semua tp aku Percaya Pada Allah dan ini ketentuannya, dan Alhamdullillah, pengebumian Mak berjalan lancar,
Balik je dirumah, aku trus masuk dan baring dikatil Mak, aku menangis smpi tertido, kami sekeluarga sedih tp, masing2 buat mcm biasa je just untuk sokong satu sama lain,
Dan aku rasa, Mak juga taknak kami sedih,
Aku seorg yg senang terima kenyataan, sebab pengalaman hidup aku memerlukan aku untuk cepat terima yg ape kita nak, susah kita dapat tp apa kita ada, hargailah,
KPD MAK 1919-2010
Ive been a bad GreatGrandchildren walaupun im the eldest 1 of them, but U are the most Wonderful old Girl ive ever met and someday I will be coming after U to take care of u again, And u will always be myGirlfriend and ill remember U!
Al-Fatihah
Monday, November 8, 2010
Most Happy DAy of my Life Top 10 *working progress*
- The Rebellious Me Works At Burger King to accompany my best Friend Farah Mohamad, everyday , the easy snapping me got a nickname "Mara-Mara" given by Veteran Auntie Saemah coz everyday i was angry and snapping even to my manager. Everyday i got a Whooper Junior for a staff meal, and im sick of it, so i search for other restaurant workers to swap it with me, haha, sometimes i got A&W Mozza burger, Chicken Rice, KFC, Dunkin Donut and more, so 1 day i got no mood to eat but my Friend Saepul Saripah that works in Baskin Robin offer to swap my Whopper with his 7 Scoop ice cream, and i said yes, haha
Farah saw me carrying the Ice cream into the freezer but she wonder why i came out without eating it, coz i got mood swing at that time, so she started to make her cat face and begging me for the icecream, so i say go get it yourself, she pull my hand into the freezer, sit in the hell cold freezing room and started sharing eating ice cream, i was shivering and she kept making her stupidly happy face, so i laugh along as well, and because of the cold, eating icecream and imagining were in a snowy weather was sooo stupid, but im happy, that day, For my best friend
9. Fraser Hill Penang *dorks* on 2006
Principle of My school ask me to bring a few friends to his National Principle Meeting and to make a welcoming showcase, so i bring Madan, Zam, Najwa and Yan to accompany me, and dorkilly The great Azhar Yatim doesnt want to come and ask me to take care of the 4 monkeys entirely, a week of intense training, and the night before the day we was sitting in circle and i started stating, " so far is Fraser Hill, 6 hours of bus ride!" and the monkeys asking me, Why? i said, "it was in Penang, Duhhh!!!" they look a t each other even not laughing,
on 8 am i was talking to the bus driver to make a safe journey, and we satrted our way. but i was so astonished that we arrive after 1 and half hour of Ride? OMG!!! Fraser Hill only located in RAub!!!! i was in Bentong, that time the monkeys was laughing at me hard even i got nightmare till today, but the trip was so good and i was so happy as hell that time!
8.Consist Explorace
- As a Die hard fan of The Amazing Race, I was thrill to join the thing but after a few minute me and Ijat already settle all of our task, I feel only 1% of my andrenaline pumping but I Was force to stop because the competition was a child’s play,
I guess years of RPG practice paid off somehow, that Coded text was the lamest one ive ever seen, lol, Consist standards after all
7. Helicopter Tragedy
- In Sementa Bentong , we Raf Corps are well known for the obedience, reputation, looks, skill, adored and 1 thing the Teachers does not know of that our naughty level exceed far from the so called naughtiest boy in the school, the differences is we Raf Corps, never get caught,
One silent night Zam suddenly challenge me on our Original Candy Competition, where we have to suck the sweet the fastest and the loser have to face punishment, well, as a reigning champion I have my reputation to hold on to, but that day as the competition goes , I nearly get beaten by Zam by the interval of 6 seconds, I savour a lollypop for only a minute and 16 second, BEAT THAT!
Bob and Hanis are the slowest so, punishment time, as for me, I ask them to drink the water from the Water Cooler but, I ask them to drink from the red side , the temperature of the water is enough to cook Maggi for 3 minutes flat! As for Zam, he simply ask Hanis to do a 15 Helicopter turn and ran 10 meter , but stupidly Hanis only done 8 turn and lay down the lawn as if hes dead! We laugh out loud till Fadhil the warden came down and try to bust us, but his low level of perception got us away, how we does that? Please read the first paragraph again. Hahahaha
6. Rakan Muda Camps , Eryna Natasha Trilogy
- 2006, as an Active Rakan Muda member, I was called to assist the AJK of state to be a Facilitator in Rakan Muda camping 2006, as a Faci, seriously I have to be serious, I bring Mira with me as she begging to tag along, the camping is held at Rimba Komanwel Rawang
The Trilogy begins as Day 1, when the setting of tent, I heard a voice whining as the tent was small and the water was dirty and zillion of other things so I head to see which princess has enter our camp, oh, that Skinny girl with ballon face, I decided to hell with it, as the whining continues, on second day, the jungle tracking is held where I was to follow from the very back as our guide heads to lead the way, that day, Eryna snap her leg and crying and not able to walk, duhh,, Me and Mira has to carry her back to camp as our medics await, her whining stops that day, Mira was smiling and looking at me with sparkling eyes, lol, that night , Eryna follows me around, she even push Mira away when she around, hahaha, whats wrong with the girl?
As the camping ends I got a phone number with a thank you note, but I misplace it and its loss, the camping on the other hand is very happy coz most of the kids involve does not know I was 17 as them, mature looks huh?
5. Skateboard Times
- Because of no activities, few friends and I become a full fledge street skater on 2003, the happy times of that time when we knew whats the meaning of friendship, courage, patience, hardwork and good mentality, that time I only got a massive theory in my head but only a little skill on my leg, skate cost me 6 broken bones and cracks, hahaha, but that time we was chase by girls, boys wanna make friends, because we always on our skate getup, at least a pair of DC and Etnies Shoes, hahah
4. Farah Fatin Hassim
- I always smile when I hear her name, haha, I knew her on my 2nd year of College , she was very naïve and in 2 days of friendship we was so attach like brother and sister already, giving each other pet names, calling and SmS-ing,
on my first day getting my licence, I ask Awan to accompany me to meet her for the first time as we knew each other on MYspace, I got several problems with handling my car for the firsttime, but we manage to get to Batang Kali anyway, I call her and said I was in front of her house, surprise! And I was happy I met her, for the first and last time,
Ara is her Nickname, Same as my Car 5755 :D
3. Family First Vacation, Langkawi 2002
- our family never afford vacation at that time, but IJM takes all its staff for Gombak Permai for a 4 days trip to Langkawi, that was a best vacation ever , we stay at 5 stared Aseana Resort and have our own Tourist Guide,
That was the place of meeting between me and Stupid Mizuno Yukimura from Japan, we bump each other in the swimming pool and after that we fight for the breakfast omelette , but he has a damn cute sister name Yuki, that time, I was in love,, hahaha
Two happy things, best vacation and best pen pal!
2. Reunion With 1BestariBoys
- on 2010, because I was starting my career, I was destined to meet again with all of my best friend at Sungai Kertas, as I live in Rawang, I can meet them by only 15minutes of journey, so im grateful to meet them again as I learn our group has getting lager so I need more time to catch up,
U guys change a lot an I afraid me too, J Friends Forever KKS
1. Happiest of My life
TO BE CONTINUE!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Let Me tell ,,To me , As a Guy
> i dont really attend small things
> im not going to say hi or smile to people that i think arent worthed
>i can live my life well enough alone but glad if i have someone to talk to
>i got my worries, believe me i dont have a perfect life
>i strongly does not feel comfortable on bringing somebody's girlfriend out even she is my beasties sorry bout this, we both understand but i fear he might not.
>i can give u my shoulder to borrow, but i only got two of them, and in limited time they will wither
>nobody disturb me when im sleeping and my PS2 times
>i have goals, to achieve it ill do anything but not everything
>i dont like people throwing garbage in my car, believe me, i know who does it
>i dont do anything i wont do and i know wht i want in my life
>i never hate people but sometimes they disgust me
>i am dangerous, if i cant get it physically, ill get it mentally, if else fails, ill get somebody to do it for me