Happy Bday!

Basicly this post is all about your birthday, not much I can give but I still wanna say something

Enlightmenting my mind make me remember that the first time we met at a library, 6 years ago but I don’t say anything nice to you but making fun of u, hahak

After I discover that we are neighbour as our house is across of each other, but strangely, we never walk together to school or back from school, u fly or what?

Until I move school, I saw u frequently as I hang out with few of ur frens, u are so elegant back there so I never say a word and still playing my arrogant part, err..

Then as I know that ur house is there, sometimes I cast a line but u never took the bait, my noisy skateboard and the laughter of my gang does not concern u

If only I would say something back there, I think we would’ve be good frens and… ok, lets stop here

Frankly speaking, I regret my past action, treating u like a shadow, no respecting u as a young girl, but u know what, that time I give that to everyone

Usually ur image in my mine is silent smiling girl white white pale face, and I really don’t remember your voice

Lets starts something new ok?,

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At at times, im so scared to just look at u, so I look away, and I act like so called cool, err..

Times and tide has been destined, how matter we try to stop them, to ignore them, its just keep flowing ,

Incredible things has happen makes I see u now, but sometime, its me like to be in the shadow, but trust me, this time, im watching,

Lately, we see each other and talks a lot, and im glad u see me as I am, not who I was or what I will become, that’s the quality of u,

At last , the finale of my blabbering speech is that I will treasure all ones that treasure me, no need to be insecure, everyone is incredible, even the crazy one, theyre never admit they are crazy, ahahah

Happy 20^th Birthday and thx for making me part of your life,